Cranky

I was cranky today - suuuuuuper cranky. I had a less than stellar day yesterday at work, & today wasn't much better. Today, too, I was super productive which made me more annoyed. I feel on days when you do your total, 110% best, you should somehow be rewarded by having nobody express dissatisfaction with you or your company in any way. Luckily, my bosses are good & understood, but I still was quite annoyed.

I was so annoyed, in fact, that I opted to take it out (partly) on my roommates. They didn't deserve it and now, in addition to having a poor day at work, I feel bad because I was a jerk. Ugh. Luckily, I'm blessed with amaaaaazing roommates, and it doesn't matter that much because they know I'm a better person than I was today, but still: annoying. I also got this much closer to unfriending my libertarian friend on Facebook. (Though I do that any time he discusses entitlement programs being eliminated in favor of charity only, I got a lot angrier & closer today.) I also got extraordinarily annoyed with all the people listing things they're thankful for. Seriously, November is a shit month for cynics on Facebook.

On top of that, EVERY little thing on my commute home made me mad. (SERIOUSLY, THOUGH! WALK AT TOP SPEED ON PUBLIC TRANSIT. That annoys me daily.)

I'm on my way right now to Punkin Chunkin (which you may have seen on Discovery Channel), and I'm having my boyfriend listen to silly songs with me in the car which is great and making me happier. I'm excited & it'll be a grand time with friends.

I just wish I could be a bit more compartmentalized & leave work annoyances at work & home at home. Alas, I'm human & that probably won't happen. Let's hope this month improves.